#1 2017 - Why I Won't Let People Eat My Cooking
i love to cook.
when i'm alone to be specific.
i dont care if food i cooked is burnt, yucky-taste, but mostly delicious i tell ya.
back on the topic.
Why?
because i don't like people commenting on my cooking that's why.
and i don't want be responsible for the subsequent to the taste of my cooking.
believe me, even if my cooking is delicious but i still unsure if it is healthy enough.
because i playfully throw any edible thing in the pot.
i eat whatever i cooked, so the subsequent which if i get diarrhea, just let me alone handle it.
think thats the reason tho.
Studies
So.
i failed miserably in getting into any universities to further my degree. yaaa bad luck sucks
yet i'm not giving up. i'm still waiting for results of other universities for next year intakes.
other people that gotten into universities should really be grateful.
when you're too lazy to study of almost giving up your studies,
always remember there's people that want to study like all of you but didn't have any chances.
for me, i believe there's rainbows after the rains.
maybe there good things gonna happen after this.
always have faith no matter how cruel you think life's doing to you.
i really hope that i manage to get into next intake.
i can't bear sleeping or eating at home all the time.
i want to experience things like college student.
may luck be with me.
Lord
Gosh.
It felt like years i'm not blogging.
Things been complicated since i've finished my asasi year.
Depression.
Yes, that one word describes whole problem i'm facing recently.
I've got problem in pursuing my degree, so i had to hold it up for a moment.
I've gained weighs.
I've got friends issues.
Pressure.
man-like?
i dont know if i am a girl or what.
im not so into shopping.
i like shopping but i go to one shop, choosing one item really quick and move on to another store unlike my other sisters, they be like belek-belek one item to another. it takes about 15mins per store.
usually i will join my abah sitting watching them buying things.
they also kinda into jewelleries.
contrary with me, i dont have any jewellery on my body.
i used to pierce my ears then the hole of my earlobe gone because im no longer hang any accessories there.
starting from there, my mak will always buy three pairs of any accessories instead of four.
Abah jwego
i dont know what my life would be if abah not around.
19yrs ive been living on this earth, i depend so much onto him.
He helped me alot.
recently my phone broke down.
so i told him "just buy new phone la instead wasting money repairing this phone"
in case if you dont know, my abah has the same brand/model of phone as mine.
but he insist to repairing it.
after repairing my phone, it got problem...again.
i told abah that my phone's battery goes crazy. it will shut down when my battery percentage under 40%.
day after day i keep on whining.
i keep leaving my phone charging downstairs one whole night till the next morning.
one day, my battery recovered. it backs to normal.
abah told me that he changed his phone's battery with mine.
damn me is so touched.
Introvert.
Hello!
To be honest,
i admit that i was an introvert before im entering uitm S.Alam
i dont like talking when everybody's talking.
i only talk with somebody that i comfortable with.
im kinda choosy if it comes to talking to a man,
seriously, for girls, i can talk to them even if we're just met about 5mins ago and we always have a topic to talk about.
if man, it is really difficult.
back to the days when i was in high school.
i don't even talk to my male classmates.
it took me about 4years to be comfortable with them.
when i hit my puberty, i became a silent-person.
when i was in Form2 if i not mistaken, i rarely talk to everyone including my parents and sisters.
there always a gap between us.
when im coming back from school, i'll be in my room.
and i only watch television at 5-7pm and be in my room.
when my abah back from office, i'll be in my room and not meet him except in weekend.
high school----
i sat with my friend in the classroom.
i really cherish the presence of this one friend. before come to school, i will call her and ask her if she come to school or not.
since she often fall sick, she always absent.
so i will be alone in a class and not talking to everyone.
However, then there's a friend who used to be in the same primary school with us just entered our secondary school.
aha. my friend who used to be seated beside me started to ignore me and go to the new student.
yeay fuck that girl. me was like "thanks doh dah datang baru kau buang aku"
and luckily after pmr, we're not in the same class anymore.
then she texted me saying she miss me. want to sit beside me again. me was like lol.
However, things went the same as i got in form4.
i sit behind this one girl. she is opposite of me.
she's very outgoing and really close with male students which is fking opposite of me.
then she started to couple with this one fellow classmate and she would change her seat from beside me to beside someone else. aku pun like apasal semua benda jadi macamni kat aku.
she's nice but terasa doh orang ubah tempat duduk macam dia taknak duduk sebelah kau.
and thanks to that person attitude, i found this cute girl in my class as my new bestfriend until now.
at first i thought the girl is arrogant as she was my assistant monitor and she's quite popular among male. we never spoke to each other through that one year until we helped each other in Account Assessment. Fuck Account. Such a fucking tough subject in my life.
So we became closer and i just knew that she also thought that im such an arrogant person and she scared to be closed to me at first because she thought i was intelligent girl and like a lone ranger.
hahahaha funny leh.
However, i befriended with those two girls that had abandoned me also. Well, once you were called friends, you always my friend leh.
being in high school such a tough matter to me.
i think at the end of my form4 and my form5 year are the best year throughout my high school years.
only in that period i love my classmates as they really the best classmates i ever had.
But after i entered uitm, i just realised that i had to talk to almost everyone i met in order to make friend.
almost 95% of my inner side said "fuckery, what am i gonna talk to them."
but thank god la everything went well smoothly.
i even met partners in crime and other cool kids there. so i guess my decision to enter that place is not the wrong one.
now the foundation has ended so im just hibernating at home.
since i was staying in kolej throughout foundation, i always go out, now im at home....i really really fucking really wanna go out.
i dont care if im tired as fuck, as long as someone take me out.
i think my introvertness has changed a bit leh. heh i dont even care the existence of the word "introvertness" so stop judging. im now maybe 70:30. 70 introvert, 30 extrovert...can ah like that? hehehehe and im quite like myself right now. im no longer a too-shy girl. maybe still shy a little but not as many as before.
Braces.
Hello!
i start wearing braces early 2014 when i was in 18.
to be honest, i experienced tremendous hurdles in looking for clinic/dentist.
i went to almost 5-8 dentists.
second, third and fourth dentist said that my teeth too complex and they can't fix it as it is too difficult.
luckily i found private dental services in S.Alam and they said they coul fix my teeth.
you see eh my teeth not jongang that something,
it just there are certain teeth have a layer and affecting my pronunciation.
since it is private, the cost kind of expensive despite the service kinda suck that you have to wait long for your turn if you're late to your appointment time even in just 2mins.
Luckily the staff so friendly and the environment kinda cozy.
So here the story.
i met my high school friends and they said they want to wear braces too.
they said you will look prettier with your braces on.
me is like wtf.
their teeth so pretty and you know jongang sikit won't damage your look lah and it literally didn't bring any damage in their routine so why bother bazir duit doh.
i know you rich but please la don't wear it just because it is trendy or to attract people attention.
not jealous or what tapi pls la wasting your money on something that valuable
taking care of braces not as easy as you think.
the procedure to wear braces only costs you hundreds Ringgit.
Keep your money, use your brain wisely.
#1 2017 - Why I Won't Let People Eat My Cooking
i love to cook.
when i'm alone to be specific.
i dont care if food i cooked is burnt, yucky-taste, but mostly delicious i tell ya.
back on the topic.
Why?
because i don't like people commenting on my cooking that's why.
and i don't want be responsible for the subsequent to the taste of my cooking.
believe me, even if my cooking is delicious but i still unsure if it is healthy enough.
because i playfully throw any edible thing in the pot.
i eat whatever i cooked, so the subsequent which if i get diarrhea, just let me alone handle it.
think thats the reason tho.
Studies
So.
i failed miserably in getting into any universities to further my degree. yaaa bad luck sucks
yet i'm not giving up. i'm still waiting for results of other universities for next year intakes.
other people that gotten into universities should really be grateful.
when you're too lazy to study of almost giving up your studies,
always remember there's people that want to study like all of you but didn't have any chances.
for me, i believe there's rainbows after the rains.
maybe there good things gonna happen after this.
always have faith no matter how cruel you think life's doing to you.
i really hope that i manage to get into next intake.
i can't bear sleeping or eating at home all the time.
i want to experience things like college student.
may luck be with me.
Lord
Gosh.
It felt like years i'm not blogging.
Things been complicated since i've finished my asasi year.
Depression.
Yes, that one word describes whole problem i'm facing recently.
I've got problem in pursuing my degree, so i had to hold it up for a moment.
I've gained weighs.
I've got friends issues.
Pressure.
man-like?
i dont know if i am a girl or what.
im not so into shopping.
i like shopping but i go to one shop, choosing one item really quick and move on to another store unlike my other sisters, they be like belek-belek one item to another. it takes about 15mins per store.
usually i will join my abah sitting watching them buying things.
they also kinda into jewelleries.
contrary with me, i dont have any jewellery on my body.
i used to pierce my ears then the hole of my earlobe gone because im no longer hang any accessories there.
starting from there, my mak will always buy three pairs of any accessories instead of four.
Abah jwego
i dont know what my life would be if abah not around.
19yrs ive been living on this earth, i depend so much onto him.
He helped me alot.
recently my phone broke down.
so i told him "just buy new phone la instead wasting money repairing this phone"
in case if you dont know, my abah has the same brand/model of phone as mine.
but he insist to repairing it.
after repairing my phone, it got problem...again.
i told abah that my phone's battery goes crazy. it will shut down when my battery percentage under 40%.
day after day i keep on whining.
i keep leaving my phone charging downstairs one whole night till the next morning.
one day, my battery recovered. it backs to normal.
abah told me that he changed his phone's battery with mine.
damn me is so touched.
Introvert.
Hello!
To be honest,
i admit that i was an introvert before im entering uitm S.Alam
i dont like talking when everybody's talking.
i only talk with somebody that i comfortable with.
im kinda choosy if it comes to talking to a man,
seriously, for girls, i can talk to them even if we're just met about 5mins ago and we always have a topic to talk about.
if man, it is really difficult.
back to the days when i was in high school.
i don't even talk to my male classmates.
it took me about 4years to be comfortable with them.
when i hit my puberty, i became a silent-person.
when i was in Form2 if i not mistaken, i rarely talk to everyone including my parents and sisters.
there always a gap between us.
when im coming back from school, i'll be in my room.
and i only watch television at 5-7pm and be in my room.
when my abah back from office, i'll be in my room and not meet him except in weekend.
high school----
i sat with my friend in the classroom.
i really cherish the presence of this one friend. before come to school, i will call her and ask her if she come to school or not.
since she often fall sick, she always absent.
so i will be alone in a class and not talking to everyone.
However, then there's a friend who used to be in the same primary school with us just entered our secondary school.
aha. my friend who used to be seated beside me started to ignore me and go to the new student.
yeay fuck that girl. me was like "thanks doh dah datang baru kau buang aku"
and luckily after pmr, we're not in the same class anymore.
then she texted me saying she miss me. want to sit beside me again. me was like lol.
However, things went the same as i got in form4.
i sit behind this one girl. she is opposite of me.
she's very outgoing and really close with male students which is fking opposite of me.
then she started to couple with this one fellow classmate and she would change her seat from beside me to beside someone else. aku pun like apasal semua benda jadi macamni kat aku.
she's nice but terasa doh orang ubah tempat duduk macam dia taknak duduk sebelah kau.
and thanks to that person attitude, i found this cute girl in my class as my new bestfriend until now.
at first i thought the girl is arrogant as she was my assistant monitor and she's quite popular among male. we never spoke to each other through that one year until we helped each other in Account Assessment. Fuck Account. Such a fucking tough subject in my life.
So we became closer and i just knew that she also thought that im such an arrogant person and she scared to be closed to me at first because she thought i was intelligent girl and like a lone ranger.
hahahaha funny leh.
However, i befriended with those two girls that had abandoned me also. Well, once you were called friends, you always my friend leh.
being in high school such a tough matter to me.
i think at the end of my form4 and my form5 year are the best year throughout my high school years.
only in that period i love my classmates as they really the best classmates i ever had.
But after i entered uitm, i just realised that i had to talk to almost everyone i met in order to make friend.
almost 95% of my inner side said "fuckery, what am i gonna talk to them."
but thank god la everything went well smoothly.
i even met partners in crime and other cool kids there. so i guess my decision to enter that place is not the wrong one.
now the foundation has ended so im just hibernating at home.
since i was staying in kolej throughout foundation, i always go out, now im at home....i really really fucking really wanna go out.
i dont care if im tired as fuck, as long as someone take me out.
i think my introvertness has changed a bit leh. heh i dont even care the existence of the word "introvertness" so stop judging. im now maybe 70:30. 70 introvert, 30 extrovert...can ah like that? hehehehe and im quite like myself right now. im no longer a too-shy girl. maybe still shy a little but not as many as before.
Braces.
Hello!
i start wearing braces early 2014 when i was in 18.
to be honest, i experienced tremendous hurdles in looking for clinic/dentist.
i went to almost 5-8 dentists.
second, third and fourth dentist said that my teeth too complex and they can't fix it as it is too difficult.
luckily i found private dental services in S.Alam and they said they coul fix my teeth.
you see eh my teeth not jongang that something,
it just there are certain teeth have a layer and affecting my pronunciation.
since it is private, the cost kind of expensive despite the service kinda suck that you have to wait long for your turn if you're late to your appointment time even in just 2mins.
Luckily the staff so friendly and the environment kinda cozy.
So here the story.
i met my high school friends and they said they want to wear braces too.
they said you will look prettier with your braces on.
me is like wtf.
their teeth so pretty and you know jongang sikit won't damage your look lah and it literally didn't bring any damage in their routine so why bother bazir duit doh.
i know you rich but please la don't wear it just because it is trendy or to attract people attention.
not jealous or what tapi pls la wasting your money on something that valuable
taking care of braces not as easy as you think.
the procedure to wear braces only costs you hundreds Ringgit.
Keep your money, use your brain wisely.
