Introvert.
Hello!
To be honest,
i admit that i was an introvert before im entering uitm S.Alam
i dont like talking when everybody's talking.
i only talk with somebody that i comfortable with.
im kinda choosy if it comes to talking to a man,
seriously, for girls, i can talk to them even if we're just met about 5mins ago and we always have a topic to talk about.
if man, it is really difficult.
back to the days when i was in high school.
i don't even talk to my male classmates.
it took me about 4years to be comfortable with them.
when i hit my puberty, i became a silent-person.
when i was in Form2 if i not mistaken, i rarely talk to everyone including my parents and sisters.
there always a gap between us.
when im coming back from school, i'll be in my room.
and i only watch television at 5-7pm and be in my room.
when my abah back from office, i'll be in my room and not meet him except in weekend.
high school----
i sat with my friend in the classroom.
i really cherish the presence of this one friend. before come to school, i will call her and ask her if she come to school or not.
since she often fall sick, she always absent.
so i will be alone in a class and not talking to everyone.
However, then there's a friend who used to be in the same primary school with us just entered our secondary school.
aha. my friend who used to be seated beside me started to ignore me and go to the new student.
yeay fuck that girl. me was like "thanks doh dah datang baru kau buang aku"
and luckily after pmr, we're not in the same class anymore.
then she texted me saying she miss me. want to sit beside me again. me was like lol.
However, things went the same as i got in form4.
i sit behind this one girl. she is opposite of me.
she's very outgoing and really close with male students which is fking opposite of me.
then she started to couple with this one fellow classmate and she would change her seat from beside me to beside someone else. aku pun like apasal semua benda jadi macamni kat aku.
she's nice but terasa doh orang ubah tempat duduk macam dia taknak duduk sebelah kau.
and thanks to that person attitude, i found this cute girl in my class as my new bestfriend until now.
at first i thought the girl is arrogant as she was my assistant monitor and she's quite popular among male. we never spoke to each other through that one year until we helped each other in Account Assessment. Fuck Account. Such a fucking tough subject in my life.
So we became closer and i just knew that she also thought that im such an arrogant person and she scared to be closed to me at first because she thought i was intelligent girl and like a lone ranger.
hahahaha funny leh.
However, i befriended with those two girls that had abandoned me also. Well, once you were called friends, you always my friend leh.
being in high school such a tough matter to me.
i think at the end of my form4 and my form5 year are the best year throughout my high school years.
only in that period i love my classmates as they really the best classmates i ever had.
But after i entered uitm, i just realised that i had to talk to almost everyone i met in order to make friend.
almost 95% of my inner side said "fuckery, what am i gonna talk to them."
but thank god la everything went well smoothly.
i even met partners in crime and other cool kids there. so i guess my decision to enter that place is not the wrong one.
now the foundation has ended so im just hibernating at home.
since i was staying in kolej throughout foundation, i always go out, now im at home....i really really fucking really wanna go out.
i dont care if im tired as fuck, as long as someone take me out.
i think my introvertness has changed a bit leh. heh i dont even care the existence of the word "introvertness" so stop judging. im now maybe 70:30. 70 introvert, 30 extrovert...can ah like that? hehehehe and im quite like myself right now. im no longer a too-shy girl. maybe still shy a little but not as many as before.
Introvert.
Hello!
To be honest,
i admit that i was an introvert before im entering uitm S.Alam
i dont like talking when everybody's talking.
i only talk with somebody that i comfortable with.
im kinda choosy if it comes to talking to a man,
seriously, for girls, i can talk to them even if we're just met about 5mins ago and we always have a topic to talk about.
if man, it is really difficult.
back to the days when i was in high school.
i don't even talk to my male classmates.
it took me about 4years to be comfortable with them.
when i hit my puberty, i became a silent-person.
when i was in Form2 if i not mistaken, i rarely talk to everyone including my parents and sisters.
there always a gap between us.
when im coming back from school, i'll be in my room.
and i only watch television at 5-7pm and be in my room.
when my abah back from office, i'll be in my room and not meet him except in weekend.
high school----
i sat with my friend in the classroom.
i really cherish the presence of this one friend. before come to school, i will call her and ask her if she come to school or not.
since she often fall sick, she always absent.
so i will be alone in a class and not talking to everyone.
However, then there's a friend who used to be in the same primary school with us just entered our secondary school.
aha. my friend who used to be seated beside me started to ignore me and go to the new student.
yeay fuck that girl. me was like "thanks doh dah datang baru kau buang aku"
and luckily after pmr, we're not in the same class anymore.
then she texted me saying she miss me. want to sit beside me again. me was like lol.
However, things went the same as i got in form4.
i sit behind this one girl. she is opposite of me.
she's very outgoing and really close with male students which is fking opposite of me.
then she started to couple with this one fellow classmate and she would change her seat from beside me to beside someone else. aku pun like apasal semua benda jadi macamni kat aku.
she's nice but terasa doh orang ubah tempat duduk macam dia taknak duduk sebelah kau.
and thanks to that person attitude, i found this cute girl in my class as my new bestfriend until now.
at first i thought the girl is arrogant as she was my assistant monitor and she's quite popular among male. we never spoke to each other through that one year until we helped each other in Account Assessment. Fuck Account. Such a fucking tough subject in my life.
So we became closer and i just knew that she also thought that im such an arrogant person and she scared to be closed to me at first because she thought i was intelligent girl and like a lone ranger.
hahahaha funny leh.
However, i befriended with those two girls that had abandoned me also. Well, once you were called friends, you always my friend leh.
being in high school such a tough matter to me.
i think at the end of my form4 and my form5 year are the best year throughout my high school years.
only in that period i love my classmates as they really the best classmates i ever had.
But after i entered uitm, i just realised that i had to talk to almost everyone i met in order to make friend.
almost 95% of my inner side said "fuckery, what am i gonna talk to them."
but thank god la everything went well smoothly.
i even met partners in crime and other cool kids there. so i guess my decision to enter that place is not the wrong one.
now the foundation has ended so im just hibernating at home.
since i was staying in kolej throughout foundation, i always go out, now im at home....i really really fucking really wanna go out.
i dont care if im tired as fuck, as long as someone take me out.
i think my introvertness has changed a bit leh. heh i dont even care the existence of the word "introvertness" so stop judging. im now maybe 70:30. 70 introvert, 30 extrovert...can ah like that? hehehehe and im quite like myself right now. im no longer a too-shy girl. maybe still shy a little but not as many as before.
